My Most Secret Desire #[nn]

(April 2006)

[Dustcover] (Table of Contents)

insert or dust jacket / 4 pages (report information)

Credits

Pencils:

Julie Doucet

Inks:

Julie Doucet

Colors:

Julie Doucet

Letters:

Julie Doucet

Content Information

Characters:

Julie Doucet

Synopsis:

Dustcover has square collage framing of self portraits of Julie Doucet. Inside front flap has short synopsis of book, inside back flap has short bio of Julie Doucet.

[no title indexed] (Table of Contents)

filler / 3 pages (report information)

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Synopsis:

End papers made of collage of straight lines in a rectangular pattern, then blank red page.

My Most Secret Desire (Table of Contents)

foreword, introduction, preface, afterword / 4 pages (report information)

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Letters:

Typeset

Content Information

Synopsis:

Title page, followed by copyright page, followed by another title page, followed by a blank page.

A Night (Table of Contents)

comic story / 1 page (report information)

Credits

Script:

Julie Doucet

Pencils:

Julie Doucet

Inks:

Julie Doucet

Letters:

Julie Doucet

Content Information

Characters:

Julie Doucet

Synopsis:

Julie wakes up and finds herself bleeding and her teeth falling out. Her boyfriend brings her back to bed.

Reprints:

• from Dirty Plotte (Drawn & Quarterly, 1991 series) #3 (April 1991)
which is reprinted
• from Heck!: Comic Art of the Late 1980's (Rip Off Press, 1989 series) #[nn] (1989)
• from Dirty Plotte (Julie Doucet, 1988 series) #?
• from Dirty Plotte (Julie Doucet, 1988 series) #?

Indexer Notes

Created December 1988.

At Night, Coming Home... (Table of Contents)

comic story / 3 pages (report information)

Credits

Script:

Julie Doucet

Pencils:

Julie Doucet

Inks:

Julie Doucet

Letters:

Julie Doucet

Content Information

Genre:

biography

Characters:

Julie Doucet; Charlie (her cat)

Synopsis:

Julie comes home to find her apartment booby-trapped with guillotines.

Reprints: show reprint note before migration

• from Drawn & Quarterly (Drawn & Quarterly, 1990 series) #4 (March 1991)

Indexer Notes

Created 1989

Oh La La What a Strange Dream (Table of Contents)

comic story / 5 pages (report information)

Credits

Script:

Julie Doucet

Pencils:

Julie Doucet

Inks:

Julie Doucet

Letters:

Julie Doucet

Content Information

Genre:

biography

Characters:

Julie Doucet; Julie's mom

Synopsis:

Julie has a dream about going into space after her mother has given her cookies "for masterbation purposes."

Reprints:

• from Dirty Plotte (Drawn & Quarterly, 1991 series) #3 (April 1991)
which is reprinted
• from Dirty Plotte (Julie Doucet, 1988 series) #?
• from Dirty Plotte (Julie Doucet, 1988 series) #?

Keywords:

autobiography

Indexer Notes

Drawn in 1989

So Why I Had That Stupid Dream (Table of Contents)

comic story / 3 pages (report information)

Credits

Script:

Julie Doucet

Pencils:

Julie Doucet

Inks:

Julie Doucet

Letters:

Julie Doucet

Content Information

Genre:

biography; fantasy

Characters:

Julie Doucet

Synopsis:

Weird things happen when Julie goes bra shopping.

Reprints: show reprint note before migration

• from Rip Off Comix (Rip Off Press, 1977 series) #28 ([Fall] 1990)

Indexer Notes

Drawn in 1990

Dreamt: February 17, 1990 (Table of Contents)

comic story / 5 pages (report information)

Credits

Script:

Julie Doucet

Pencils:

Julie Doucet

Inks:

Julie Doucet

Letters:

Julie Doucet

Content Information

Genre:

biography; fantasy

Characters:

Julie Doucet

Synopsis:

Julie is out having a picnic when 3 naked men walk up. One makes her eat a croissant out of his underwear. Then she wakes up and goes to the kitchen where everything is talking to her.

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• from Dirty Plotte (Drawn & Quarterly, 1991 series) #1 (January 1991)

Indexer Notes

Drawn July 11-25 1990

[blank page] (Table of Contents)

filler / 1 page (report information)

The Syringe (Table of Contents)

comic story / 4 pages (report information)

Credits

Script:

Julie Doucet

Pencils:

Julie Doucet

Inks:

Julie Doucet

Letters:

Julie Doucet

Content Information

Genre:

biography; satire-parody

Characters:

Julie Doucet

Synopsis:

Julie has a dream that a guy she used to work with stabs her with a syringe.

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• from Dirty Plotte (Drawn & Quarterly, 1991 series) #2 (March 1991)

Indexer Notes

Dreamt May 26, 1989 and drawn Sept. 1990

The Jack-Knife (Table of Contents)

comic story / 2 pages (report information)

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Script:

Julie Doucet

Pencils:

Julie Doucet

Inks:

Julie Doucet

Letters:

Julie Doucet

Content Information

Genre:

biography; fantasy

Characters:

Julie Doucet

Synopsis:

Julie meets an ex-boyfriend at a mental hospital and he wants to give her a present.

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• from Dirty Plotte (Drawn & Quarterly, 1991 series) #6 (January 1993)

Indexer Notes

Drawn in 1992

A Day in Julie Doucet's Life (Table of Contents)

comic story / 7 pages (report information)

Credits

Script:

Julie Doucet

Pencils:

Julie Doucet

Inks:

Julie Doucet

Letters:

Julie Doucet

Content Information

Genre:

biography

Characters:

Julie Doucet

Synopsis:

Julie gets up and tries to draw a comic.

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• from Dirty Plotte (Drawn & Quarterly, 1991 series) #3 (April 1991)

Keywords:

autobiography

Indexer Notes

Dialogue is mostly non-sense words. Drawn December 1990/Early 1991

[blank page] (Table of Contents)

filler / 1 page (report information)

A Happy Ending Nigthmare [A Happy Ending Nightmare] (Table of Contents)

comic story / 3 pages (report information)

Credits

Script:

Julie Doucet

Pencils:

Julie Doucet

Inks:

Julie Doucet

Letters:

Julie Doucet

Content Information

Genre:

biography

Characters:

Julie Doucet

Synopsis:

Julie chews too much gum and can't talk to a cute boy.

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• from Drawn & Quarterly (Drawn & Quarterly, 1990 series) #5 (June 1991)

Indexer Notes

Title is slightly mis-spelt on story. Drawn November 1990

If I Was a Man... (Table of Contents)

comic story / 1 page (report information)

Credits

Script:

Julie Doucet

Pencils:

Julie Doucet

Inks:

Julie Doucet

Letters:

Julie Doucet

Content Information

Genre:

biography

Characters:

Julie Doucet

Synopsis:

She dreams of becoming a man and talks about her girlfriend.

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• from Dirty Plotte (Drawn & Quarterly, 1991 series) #6 (January 1993)

Regret (Table of Contents)

comic story / 5 pages (report information)

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Script:

Julie Doucet

Pencils:

Julie Doucet

Inks:

Julie Doucet

Letters:

Julie Doucet

Content Information

Genre:

biography; fantasy

Characters:

Julie Doucet

Synopsis:

Julie dreams she has a sex-change operation.

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• from Dirty Plotte (Drawn & Quarterly, 1991 series) #6 (January 1993)

Indexer Notes

Dreamt Sept. 5, 1991, though listed as being drawn 1990.

If I Was a Man (Table of Contents)

comic story / 1 page (report information)

Credits

Script:

Julie Doucet

Pencils:

Julie Doucet

Inks:

Julie Doucet

Letters:

Julie Doucet

Content Information

Genre:

biography; fantasy

Characters:

Julie Doucet

Synopsis:

Julie dreams she's a man and shaving.

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• from Dirty Plotte (Drawn & Quarterly, 1991 series) #6 (January 1993)

The Offering (Table of Contents)

comic story / 3 pages (report information)

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Script:

Julie Doucet

Pencils:

Julie Doucet

Inks:

Julie Doucet

Letters:

Julie Doucet

Content Information

Genre:

biography; fantasy

Characters:

Julie Doucet

Synopsis:

Based on a dream. Julie meets a male friend in a foreign city. He cuts off his penis for her to eat, but doesn't know if it will grow back or not.

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• from Dirty Plotte (Drawn & Quarterly, 1991 series) #4 (September 1991)

Indexer Notes

Dreamt March 1, 1991, drawn July 1991

If I Was a Man (Table of Contents)

comic story / 1 page (report information)

Credits

Script:

Julie Doucet

Pencils:

Julie Doucet

Inks:

Julie Doucet

Letters:

Julie Doucet

Content Information

Genre:

biography; fantasy

Characters:

Julie Doucet

Synopsis:

Julie talks about her useful penis named Mustang.

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• from Dirty Plotte (Drawn & Quarterly, 1991 series) #6 (January 1993)

Indexer Notes

Drawn 1992

The Double (Table of Contents)

comic story / 4 pages (report information)

Credits

Script:

Julie Doucet

Pencils:

Julie Doucet

Inks:

Julie Doucet

Letters:

Julie Doucet

Content Information

Genre:

biography; fantasy

Characters:

Julie Doucet

Synopsis:

Julie dreams she is a man and a woman.

Reprints: show reprint note before migration

• from Dirty Plotte (Drawn & Quarterly, 1991 series) #6 (January 1993)

Indexer Notes

Dreamt and drawn Nov. 1992

Interlude (Table of Contents)

comic story / 1 page (report information)

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Script:

Julie Doucet

Pencils:

Julie Doucet

Inks:

Julie Doucet

Letters:

Julie Doucet

Content Information

Synopsis:

A man on the street introduces the reader to his penis named Pete.

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• from Dirty Plotte (Drawn & Quarterly, 1991 series) #3 (April 1991)

Indexer Notes

Drawn Feb. 1991

[blank page] (Table of Contents)

filler / 1 page (report information)

Missing (Table of Contents)

comic story / 12 pages (report information)

Credits

Script:

Julie Doucet

Pencils:

Julie Doucet

Inks:

Julie Doucet

Letters:

Julie Doucet

Content Information

Genre:

biography; fantasy

Characters:

Julie Doucet

Synopsis:

Julie goes into the subway with a friend who goes missing and then talks on the phone.

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• from Dirty Plotte (Drawn & Quarterly, 1991 series) #5 (May 1992)

Indexer Notes

Drawn 1992. The art style is different than most of the other stories in this book, done in a grey wash.

["God, i'm so bored!..."] (Table of Contents)

comic story / 4 pages (report information)

Credits

Script:

Julie Doucet

Pencils:

Julie Doucet

Inks:

Julie Doucet

Colors:

Julie Doucet ?

Letters:

Julie Doucet

Content Information

Genre:

biography; fantasy

Characters:

Julie Doucet

Synopsis:

Julie dreams of being back in school.

Indexer Notes

Drawn 1995. This is the only sequence in color.

["The day i can't take it anymore..."] (Table of Contents)

comic story / 4.5 pages (report information)

Credits

Script:

Julie Doucet

Pencils:

Julie Doucet

Inks:

Julie Doucet

Letters:

Julie Doucet

Content Information

Genre:

biography; fantasy

Characters:

Julie Doucet

Synopsis:

Julie sees herself living in the desert as a recluse.

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• from Dirty Plotte (Drawn & Quarterly, 1991 series) #5 (May 1992)

Indexer Notes

Published as grey washes.

The Return of Baxter (Table of Contents)

comic story / 0.5 page (report information)

Credits

Script:

Julie Doucet

Pencils:

Julie Doucet

Inks:

Julie Doucet

Letters:

Julie Doucet

Content Information

Genre:

biography; fantasy

Characters:

Julie Doucet

Synopsis:

In November 1997 Julie remembers eating Baxter the chicken.

[blank page] (Table of Contents)

filler / 1 page (report information)

Poor Me! (Table of Contents)

comic story / 4 pages (report information)

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Script:

Julie Doucet

Pencils:

Julie Doucet

Inks:

Julie Doucet

Letters:

Julie Doucet

Content Information

Genre:

biography; fantasy

Characters:

Julie Doucet

Synopsis:

Julie dreams about leaving her job at a photocopy shop and sees heads on the street.

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• from Dirty Plotte (Drawn & Quarterly, 1991 series) #7 (September 1993)

Indexer Notes

Dreamt March 1989, Drawn 1993

The Recurring Dream (Table of Contents)

comic story / 7 pages (report information)

Credits

Script:

Julie Doucet

Pencils:

Julie Doucet

Inks:

Julie Doucet

Letters:

Julie Doucet

Content Information

Genre:

biography; fantasy

Characters:

Julie Doucet

Synopsis:

Various dreams Julie's had about giving birth.

[blank page] (Table of Contents)

filler / 1 page (report information)

The Fever (Table of Contents)

comic story / 11 pages (report information)

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Script:

Julie Doucet

Pencils:

Julie Doucet

Inks:

Julie Doucet

Letters:

Julie Doucet

Content Information

Genre:

biography; fantasy

Characters:

Julie Doucet

Synopsis:

Julie dreams she is a man and is in hospital.

Indexer Notes

Dreamt Dec. 22, 1994 drawn 1995

Winter in Montreal (Table of Contents)

comic story / 1 page (report information)

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Script:

Julie Doucet

Pencils:

Julie Doucet

Inks:

Julie Doucet

Letters:

Julie Doucet

Content Information

Genre:

biography; fantasy

Characters:

Julie Doucet

Synopsis:

Julie dreams she is back in Montreal.

Indexer Notes

The story is drawn horizontally and based on a dream from Nov. 14, 1996

The Nice Blue of the Water (Table of Contents)

comic story / 1 page (report information)

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Script:

Julie Doucet

Pencils:

Julie Doucet

Inks:

Julie Doucet

Letters:

Julie Doucet

Content Information

Genre:

biography; fantasy

Characters:

Julie Doucet

Synopsis:

Julie ends up at a comic convention in Montreal and finds copies of her old fanzine.

Indexer Notes

Based on a dream from Jan 4, 1997 and drawn horizontally.

The Rainbow Bag (Table of Contents)

comic story / 1 page (report information)

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Script:

Julie Doucet

Pencils:

Julie Doucet

Inks:

Julie Doucet

Letters:

Julie Doucet

Content Information

Genre:

biography; fantasy

Characters:

Julie Doucet

Synopsis:

Julie is out shopping with Madam S. who buys her a bag with a rainbow on it.

Indexer Notes

Based on a dream from Jan. 13, 1997 and drawn horizontally.

The White Bag (Table of Contents)

comic story / 1 page (report information)

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Script:

Julie Doucet

Pencils:

Julie Doucet

Inks:

Julie Doucet

Letters:

Julie Doucet

Content Information

Genre:

biography; fantasy

Characters:

Julie Doucet

Synopsis:

Julie buys herself a white plastic bag because she is moving away.

Indexer Notes

Based on a dream from Jan. 18, 1997 and drawn horizontally.

The Airport Automatic Photo Booth (Table of Contents)

comic story / 2 pages (report information)

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Script:

Julie Doucet

Pencils:

Julie Doucet

Inks:

Julie Doucet

Letters:

Julie Doucet

Content Information

Genre:

biography; fantasy

Characters:

Julie Doucet

Synopsis:

Julie finds a photo booth at the airport that shows pictures from her past.

Indexer Notes

Based on a dream from Nov. 19, 1997 and drawn horizontally.

Do You Trust Me (Table of Contents)

comic story / 6 pages (report information)

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Script:

Julie Doucet

Pencils:

Julie Doucet

Inks:

Julie Doucet

Letters:

Julie Doucet

Content Information

Characters:

Julie Doucet; Nick Cave

Synopsis:

Julie trusts Nick Cave to pick the man she will be with for the rest of her life with disasterous results.

Reprints: show reprint note before migration

• from Dirty Plotte (Drawn & Quarterly, 1991 series) #10 (December 1996)

Indexer Notes

Dreamt July 1995, drawn Jan. 1996

Julie the Tough Guy is Dying! (Table of Contents)

comic story / 2 pages (report information)

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Script:

Julie Doucet

Pencils:

Julie Doucet

Inks:

Julie Doucet

Letters:

Julie Doucet

Content Information

Characters:

Julie Doucet

Synopsis:

Julie dreams she is a cowboy in a saloon shoot-out.

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• from Dirty Plotte (Drawn & Quarterly, 1991 series) #10 (December 1996)

Indexer Notes

Drawn 1995

[no title indexed] (Table of Contents)

filler / 4 pages (report information)

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Synopsis:

Blank red page, then end papers made of collage of straight lines in a rectangular pattern. Outside of hard cover is red.